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I have the idea for my first animation of the year.  It's simple (extremely simple) but hopefully it will be neat.  I want it to fit in with my drawings, so it will be like everything else I do XD
  • Listening to: Sailor Moon OST
  • Reading: nothing :/
  • Watching: you, I'm in your house
Turning and Turning by AlyssaStehle
Turning and Turning

I was really excited to finish this drawing. I made this background before I drew the character to go with it. I was going to use a different character at first, but I think Minnie with her silver hair looks best with these cool colors. I was also aching to draw white clothes. I'm not sure why, I was just in the mood for white.

This drawing also marks the debut of my new signature. I decided I wanted a clear, legible signature instead of my privious symbolic signature. This way if my art ever gets poted or used anywhere without my permission theres the hope that someone could easily look me up and let me know.

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I find myself tripping along in a defective love
In the rapidly disappearing sunlight
I ran through a maze of crackling autumn corn
With the moon’s pleasant half smile lighting the way
I wanted to scream your name
But you stole my voice not so long ago
With your piercing glance that squeezes my heart
Making me forget all words
I’m voiceless, simply voiceless
The songs I wanted to sing in honor of you
Will be sung by the wind and stars

Tripping along this uneven road
With a smile that would put a clown to shame
Listening to my favorite song top volume
I got in the mood to run down this hill
Stomping loudly, rattling my teeth
All this happiness after one brush with you
I want you to scream my name
Just once, loudly from the end of the hall
Spinning in place with my hair bleached white from the sunlight
Return my voice properly with a kind phrase
Say something, say anything, say something to me
-Voiceless- (2010)
I'd often run into Rodman on the way out of school and we'd cross the street together, he'd go to his car and I'd walk the rest of the way home.  Sometimes I'd get so nervous I couldn't talk.  But I'd still be happy, just being near him. I did run down that hill many many times because I just couldn't contain myself.  

Then, wherever I went I was thinking of him.  Even In a lousy corn maze I was thinking of him while gazing up at the moon.  
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I’m disappearing, becoming transparent like a ghost
I’m vanishing, vanishing
Dissolving into the black starless night
of which I know, there is no return
Like sugar drowning in black coffee the color of your eyes
I can’t breathe, I’m burning
But I don’t care, I don’t care
There is a dawn in sight beyond the pain in my heart  
A sunrise more brilliant than any other is mine for the taking
After being in the rain for so long
Won’t it be beautiful?
I’m disappearing, becoming transparent like a ghost
I’m vanishing, vanishing
Becoming one with the blue sky
Swimming through the clouds
It’s cold like your incredible mocking smile
Tingling down my spine, electrocuting my limp heart
Don’t walk by pretending we’ve never met
If our eyes should meet though I’ll be sucked in
I can’t breathe, I’m frozen
But I don’t care, I don’t care
Spring will come even if the frostbite remains
I will bear the pain
To feel the sun on my skin once more
Intense and burning like your bitter coffee eyes
The spring breeze on my skin
Refreshing and cool like your wonderfully cruel smile
I am on the verge of death transparent like a ghost
I want nothing more than for you to just look at me
Bring me back to life, back to reality
I promise never to disappear from your sight
Call out to me, with your familiar voice
Keep me from escaping
And vanishing down a shadowed hall
I realized in that dream with the feather down brush of your lips
I love you
And I don’t care, I don’t care
-Coffee Eyes- (2010)
in 2010 there was a big gap in my writings.  From March to October I didn't write anything worth mentioning.  I had moved and was struggling a lot then.  I was new, and terribly lonely.  My boyfriend at the time was over 400 miles away and I could feel every mile.  In October things got a little better for me I think.  I had made a couple friends and I started participating in my schools one acts production.  

I also developed a huge crush on Rodman.  He made me feel seen again.  He'd almost always make playful contact with me in the halls.  So whenever he ignored me I felt so betrayed!  He gave me a ride home once early in the school year, maybe the first or second week of school.  Then from one acts he'd sometimes give me rides home because it'd be late by the time practice was over.  Even though he sounds friendly, we never got closer than that.  We didn't hang out or go places together.  We were very distant.  I started one acts because he was the sound person.  I ended up doing set design.

I dreamed that I kissed him one morning and then I knew I was in love.  I was honest with that feeling and I let it run wild.  I was always conscious of my boyfriend, and I felt guilty, but at the same time I don't think it was wrong of me to be true to myself.  

This poem was the first poem dedicated to Rodman.  Now that I've been with Rodman for a couple years I'm glad I typed down everything I was feeling for him….5 years ago now.  Time flies!  
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I have the idea for my first animation of the year.  It's simple (extremely simple) but hopefully it will be neat.  I want it to fit in with my drawings, so it will be like everything else I do XD
  • Listening to: Sailor Moon OST
  • Reading: nothing :/
  • Watching: you, I'm in your house

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CeciliaX Featured By Owner 19 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the watch and fave! Hug 
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CeciliaX Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave :3
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DisintegrationStreet Featured By Owner 2 days ago
Thank ya' kindly for the watch.
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stelledivetro Featured By Owner 3 days ago  New member  General Artist
Thanks for the fave:)
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AlyssaStehle Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Welcome :D 
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Jassy2012 Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2015  Hobbyist Interface Designer
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Hello and Welcome to our group :iconangel4heart-group:

Our Stuff is so happy about that

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RoseDragonfire Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the fav! <3
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AlyssaStehle Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey, you're welcome :)  
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SophieTh Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thanks for the fav :)
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AlyssaStehle Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Welcome, all your art is pretty cool :D  I hope to see more.
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